Little late to the party but better now than never

2022.01.16 15:52 Mattysub94 Little late to the party but better now than never

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2022.01.16 15:52 marleneeee new :)

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2022.01.16 15:52 bottleoficedcoffee I miss my friend before she did drugs

So, I met this girl named Rose freshman year, we became really close. She was super into theater, kinda geeky, etc etc. We (along with some other friends) had a lot of firsts together, we got drunk together for the first time, vaped together for the first time, even bought a juul together. But we were both really innocent all in all.
She was really smart. We became friends because we both were really into politics and political theory, and we had a bunch of classes together. She was really fun to hang out with.
Sophomore year was when things started to go downhill. I was with her the first time she started to do harder drugs. A friend brought some sort of opiate, hydrosomething, and I passed on it while she took it. I only passed on it because my mom would be picking me up in an hour and I didnt want to be high while I was with her. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I took it with her. Rose got really high off of it. The mutual friend who supplied it to her never got addicted to opiates, he was also just 15 and messing around with stuff, but even he was getting really concerned about how much she was asking for it and stopped selling to her.
That wasn't the end of it. She started doing weird drugs, like xans, oxy, anything she could really get her hands on, and she really kinda became an awful person. She stopped caring how her actions would affect other people, she'd steal to get drug money, etc etc. By my 16th birthday, we had gotten into a really huge fight and stopped talking. I later found out she had been on multiple types of pills during the fight.
I wasn't able to see what was going on with her, that she was really self-destructing. I was having a lot of issues at home that no one knew about, and in a way was also dealing with an addiction problem. I don't blame myself, but I wish I could go back.
I dont really know what happened to her in the months we stopped talking. I wont lie, I talked a lot of shit about her. I spread stuff I didn't know was supposed to be secret, I let rumors start. I'm not proud of it. I don't know if she started ketamine before or after the fight, but apparantly it got really bad. When we made up, she had been to rehab and she was really trying to get better. I'm glad I was there for her the second time she relapsed, though, it made me feel like I was making up for how I treated her while we weren't talking.
Now, she mainly just smokes weed. her mom, who used to drug test her once a week, now buys her cigs and is okay with her smoking. Its really better than the alternative, and I think she's found a lot more inner peace. Still though, she really is different. I love her to death, and now that we've made up she's gone back to being one of my closest friends, but it's different. She can't really function without weed to be honest, and every time we hang out it means we are going to smoke.
She found this letter she wrote to her future self freshman year, and was telling me about it. I just got a lot of flashbacks to her talking to me about it freshman year, how she wrote about communism and Russia (she was a theater kid before she was a druggie haha) and how she hoped to confuse her senior self. Even Rose knows that she's changed, that her brains fried, she told me when we were talking about her letter. She can't focus on things, she struggles to remember stuff that happened, Its very bittersweet. I just miss who she was, I wish I could have seen what she would have become without drugs.
I don't have many people to tell this to irl, this isn't meant to sound like I'm preaching to the choir. I just miss the person my friend was .
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2022.01.16 15:52 No_Associate_2736 what are the chances

I JUST GOT A FREDDY CPU :D MY FIRST CPU:D
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2022.01.16 15:52 Agreeable-Ganache933 At least she said please

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2022.01.16 15:52 fortizle14 Who is your favorite PGA player to watch under 30?

My favorite player to watch is Justin Thomas. Love the emotion and to me he’s just enjoyable to watch smack it around the course.
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2022.01.16 15:52 thalooka [PC][GER] Homelabdownsize

Hey there yall, im once again downsizing due to increasing power costs and would like to have some stuff Pricechecked:
Link to Pictures: https://imgur.com/a/a0YIzif
Servers:
DL360 G9 SFF
1x E5-2640 v3
4x 16GB HPE RAM (64)
311i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
366FLR Ethernet (4x 1GB)
Smart Array P441(4GB)
2x 500W PS

DL360 G9 SFF
1x E5-2640 v3
4x 16GB HPE RAM (64)
311i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
366FLR Ethernet (4x 1GB)
2x Smart Array P441(4GB)
2x 500W PS

DL360 G9 SFF
1x E5-2620 v4
1x 16GB HPE RAM (16)
331i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
556FLR SFP+ (2x 10GB)
Smart Array P440ar (2GB)
2x 500W PS

DL380 G9 LFF
1x E5-2620 v3
2x 8GB HPE RAM (16)
331i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
Smart Array P840 (4GB) -> 6x 2TB SAS 10k, 2x 300GB 15K HPE Drives
2x 500W PS

DL380 G9 SFF
1x E5-2620 v4
1x 16GB HPE RAM (16)
311i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
Smart Array P440ar (2GB)
2x 500W PS

ML350 G9 SFF
1x E5-2620 v4
1x 16GB HPE RAM (16)
311i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
Smart Array P440ar (2GB)
2x 500W PS

DL380 G9 SFF With WARRANTY 8 Months
1x E5-2620 v3
6x 8GB HPE RAM (48)
311i Ethernet (4x 1GB)
331FLR Ethernet (4x 1GB)
Smart Array P440ar (2GB) ->7x 900GB SAS 10K HPE Drives
1x 500W PS

HPE MSA 2040 24x SFF
2x HPE MSA SAS Controllers
2x HPE MSA PS
11x 900GB 10k SAS HPE Drives

Single Stuff:
4x HPE 366FLR out of new Gen10 Servers replaced by 10g cards
1x HPE Dual 8GB microSD EM USB Kit (used 6 Months then gone to Proxmox)
2x P440/2G New in Box (Box opened as i started the Project n then changed my mind)
6x 400GB SSD SAS 12G Mixed Use 2,5"
2x 480GB SSD SATA 6G Mixed Use 2,5"
1x 240GB SSD SATA 6G Read Intensive 2,5"
2x 1.2TB HDD SAS 10K 12G
2x 146GB HDD SAS 15K
1x 300GB HDD SAS 15K
5x 300GB HDD SAS 10K 6G
4x 600GB HDD SAS 10K
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2022.01.16 15:52 kaedesodyssey What kind of equipment is needed to start making jewellery?

I’d like to start playing around with jewellery making, more specifically I want to make rings and pendants with gems in (like iced out jewellery). What kind of equipment would I be looking at to start off with? Thanks.
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2022.01.16 15:52 BlessedLylum Try to guess how many resources are here?

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2022.01.16 15:52 becomingmegantron I think I make a better woman than a man.

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2022.01.16 15:52 thehenryhen My new existential absurdist comedy novel, inspired heavily by Camus. For those who, like me, deal with existential angst a lot, this is a nice relief, and it's currently FREE!

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2022.01.16 15:52 iwanty_ou Ppl who say all you have to do is listen are full of it

Literally i just saw a post of someone who has been listening for TWO years w no results. So? Whats the explanation for that? bc im genuinely curious. This is for the ppl who constantly say "all you have to do is listen, and be consistent!!" What happened there? I bet all y'all are gonna say is "its probably the sub maker" but that doesnt rlly make sense because affs are affs and after TWO years she shouldve at least gotten results. So that kinda disproves that theory 🤔
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2022.01.16 15:52 LEFT-CHICKEN-LEG What’s up with the TC?

All the TC indicators are messed up and don’t work properly anymore. Anyone else having this issue?
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2022.01.16 15:51 gandalfthenerd In darkness together, we’re bringing the light

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2022.01.16 15:51 Icculus406 Is the northern cheese haze a super cheesey smelling strain? I haven’t had a good cheese statin in a long time. Thanks

Any info on the strain would be cool too
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2022.01.16 15:51 by_bambo My new collection is up! 1001 randomly generated bears. First 100 are up now, pay what you want and the first 30 purchases get a random bear for free! Link in comments. :)

My new collection is up! 1001 randomly generated bears. First 100 are up now, pay what you want and the first 30 purchases get a random bear for free! Link in comments. :) submitted by by_bambo to NFTsMarketplace [link] [comments]


2022.01.16 15:51 yesimedible I just got scammed by this person. His user pro07ita

I just got scammed by this person. His user pro07ita submitted by yesimedible to MM2Trade [link] [comments]


2022.01.16 15:51 Wikk3r 💥NEW CLUSTER LAUNCHED: PVE/PVP 💥 STREAMING NOW!


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2022.01.16 15:51 volvic6 Intresting study - SCD exhibit hypersensitivity to thermal stimuli

studies have found people with sickle cell have higher temperature sensitivity
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23115062/
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9532417/
I always had i feeling this was happeing to me. 50% of the time people around me don't feel the same thing as me e.g im cold their fine, im hot their cold etc
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2022.01.16 15:51 NefariousThrowaway0 Increasing Dosage Question

I’m new to microdosing, well new to psychedelics altogether. I started this week with the Stamet stack that I got from the starters guide , 50mg Psilocybin, 400mg Lions Mane, and 25mg Niacin. Just trying to deal with some of the depression and gloom that’s developed over the last 5 years or so. (I lost my dad 5 years ago, my sister 3 years ago, and my mom last year)
Day one was interesting but not sure whether to chalk it up to the shroomies or just pent up emotions because I broke down randomly while scrolling TikTok with emotions of missing my family.
Day two, I took the dose and took my dog for a long walk. Didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary.
We’ll see how the next two days go.
Anyway, onto the question. I intend to increase the dosage after the 3 day break. How much does everyone usually increase their dose by? Also, since the dose consists of three ingredients do you increase all of them the same amount or how do you know which one to increase?
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2022.01.16 15:51 TheMantisOfficial Think lethality Hecarim has potential?

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2022.01.16 15:51 Usoppfangirl After Over 20 Tries I Finally Cleared It (Barely) AKA Arrows Are The Bane Of My Existence

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2022.01.16 15:51 Aroningi24 Socksfor1 saying if he wil make another 100 days

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2022.01.16 15:51 Hysterical_Realist What says "I'm rich" without saying "I'm rich"?

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2022.01.16 15:51 Pillmo thinking of replacing my head unit with a new touchscreen one but i’m having trouble figuring out whether it’s a single or double din unit? it’s a 2001 jeep cherokee xj for reference. thanks!

thinking of replacing my head unit with a new touchscreen one but i’m having trouble figuring out whether it’s a single or double din unit? it’s a 2001 jeep cherokee xj for reference. thanks! submitted by Pillmo to JeepCherokeeXJ [link] [comments]


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