My mom’s abusive ex killed himself and it hurts more than it should.

2022.01.16 15:38 Resident_hippie My mom’s abusive ex killed himself and it hurts more than it should.

Mention of abuse so if that bothers anyone sorry.
When I was five my mom started dating a guy who made our lives hell. My mom was in a bad place after my dad died and her decision making wasn’t the best. He would tease me, torment me. He would beat my mom and I would have to sit and watch. After my mom left him when I was 14 he started to see another woman. He had already had problems with alcoholism but when he met her he started doing drugs too. A few weeks ago I saw on Facebook that he had a gone missing and not even five days later I saw that they found him in a creek. I’m pretty sure it wasn’t confirmed that he killed himself but I think he did and a lot of other do to.
I know I should hate him. I should be happy he’s gone but I’m not. He did fucked up things but he was also fucked up. He was bipolar and an addict and it doesn’t make it right but it almost makes me understand. A large part of me is just mourning him. Im genuinely sad he’s gone. Im sad he felt so alone that he felt the need to take his own life. Im sad for his mother who despite everything is the sweetest woman I have ever met and is now having to grieve her son.
I should hate him but I don’t. I went to his funeral. I saw pictures of him as a child and nothing has ever hit me as a hard as that. I guess I’m sharing this here because otherwise I would have to admit to my family what I’m feeling and I don’t know how well that would go. So yeah.
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